Well...to everyone, to everyone who hates me now...to everyone who thinks less of me...sees me as pompous...this should make you happy...i hope that it might make at least a few of you sad. Today i was looking in my past entries...the comments were good...they were about my writing, not about who i am, or about the clothes i wear, or the way i ( Read more... )

To everyone who is not aware, the dream world of Jesus Christ has already been implemented on this Earth. I'm not talking about two thouasand years ago when the man himself lived, but rather in the twentieth century. And it was not put into motion by the one and only Son of God, but rather a Russian who went by the name of Karl Marx. The book was ( Read more... )

My name is Ender Williams and I am my own God. From my lofty throne I can look down at all the symmetrical houses and all the symmetrical lives and I can laugh. I can look down at the city of such great stature, where so many dreams have come to live, and even more have come to die. I can look and laugh at the idealistic beliefs that brought them ( Read more... )

Every night it's another girl in another town. I guess that I'm trying to find someone who can match you, who is better than you. On some nights I do find them, but then i wake up and they're gone, sure to be forgotten sometime during during the day ( Read more... )

My friend and I are in the park, the park is always beautiful if you know where to look and what to look at. I decided to ask my friend if he thought so too. So I said ( Read more... )

Standing completely alone in a busy public place has become my favorite activity. Sitting inside the chamber of my own mind...where everyone lives their life whether they admit to it or not...and just taking in the one thing you can't learn in books, human nature. The way she walks with a smile on her face but is dying, if not completely dead on ( Read more... )

Right now all i can remember is all those nights that we spent together, i remember after all the struggles we went through, you would always say the same thing, "Everything is going to be ok." Now it appears that we've finally reached the end. we're not talking anymore, that kind of makes it difficult for us to solve all our problems, to make ( Read more... )

This may be the only time i ever describe something actually happening in my life...i feel like a sell out ( Read more... )

Every single night my friend comes to pick me up at my apartment...or rather my room at exactly ten o'clock. He doesnt bother to get out of the car anymore...he knows i know he'll be there. i take one final look in the mirror, but my reflection never changes from night to night...as much as i wish it did. I walk down the hall...the people across ( Read more... )

Well, it appears that more people read this now than i originally planned, but in the beginning the purpose of this was to be honest with myself, to get the stuff out on the computer that i was too scared to get out on paper because i didnt want to look at my handwriting with those words...i have to stay true to myself here, i'm sorry if this ( Read more... )