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ender_williams

This is the end...

Mar 13, 2005 20:47

Well...to everyone, to everyone who hates me now...to everyone who thinks less of me...sees me as pompous...this should make you happy...i hope that it might make at least a few of you sad. Today i was looking in my past entries...the comments were good...they were about my writing, not about who i am, or about the clothes i wear, or the way i ( Read more... )

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20_7 March 13 2005, 18:57:03 UTC

i hear you loud and clear.

beneath_surface March 13 2005, 19:17:16 UTC

don't you remember when you used to hate yourself for hurting someone? don't you remember when there was the possibility of there being someone? i looked up to that kid.

the three of us shared a great deal of argument in the previous entry. i hope it doesn't take away from our friendship. or should i say, mine from the both of you.

ender_williams March 14 2005, 12:08:04 UTC

I still do hate myself for hurting people...namely Mj would be the most recent addition to that list of people who i have hurt. As for there being someone...that i have given up on...no more hope lies in that area...and dont worry about our friendship, that is seperate from this...and i intend to keep it that way.
E.W.

Continue the Quest for Truth anonymous March 14 2005, 06:47:52 UTC

Ender---I don't know you except through your writing. I think you are exceptional in your ability to express yourself and that your potential for greatness in this arena is, well...great ( ... )

Re: Continue the Quest for Truth ender_williams March 14 2005, 12:12:57 UTC

Thank you very much...The entire reason i started this livejournal was so that people like you...people i dont know would look at my writing, and hopefully enjoy it, not because of who i was, but because of what i wrote. I do know the story of C.S. Lewis, and i understand that as i continue to search for some viable explanation, i may change my mind on some matters. To everyone who reads this...this is what i mean when i say that i want relevent, well thought out comments on my journal. The person who wrote this does not agree with me in our views, but i respect them none the less, because they have explored other options, and they make their point in a respectable manner. Thank you...and please...leave your name so i can thank you in person.
E.W.

Trials and Tribulations.... timboogeyman March 14 2005, 12:34:15 UTC

Its funny how things change so much....I wouldn't say that we were enemies but we had our feelings of resentment towards each other...over one thing...but ever since I've had the utmost respect for you....your writing brings out your reader's ablitily to use their minds to expand on the things you bring to them...which in my opinon is the most amazing thing a writer can do....by letting this journal go....ur letting go that piece of yourself that expresses yourself to your readers...i'm going to miss it....

Re: Trials and Tribulations.... ender_williams March 14 2005, 12:39:09 UTC

Thank you tim...i'm really really glad that you see that. I wish that other people would see that whether i was right or wrong, whether they were right or wrong, i have made them think...i have thrown those contacts in their eyes...and it has obviously irritated them. Thank you for your respect...it is mutual.
E.W.

chunsakuma March 15 2005, 09:46:09 UTC

I think it's really sad that you are leaving livejournal. I truly enjoy reading your writing and think that you really have something. I think that it is horrible that people can discourage others from expressing themselves in a certain place. I don't really know you that well, but I respect you as a person and more so, for your writing. I will miss not being able to go here and read some of your work, but I definitely hope that you will share some of your writing with me outside of livejournal.

<3 cher