Magnolia is an amazing movie:
I'll tell you everything, and you tell me everything, and maybe we can get through all the piss and shit and lies that kill other people. I am already ready to go back to california. I realize now that I am terrible at breaks from everything. As I talked to someone tonight about our situations, I found comfort in a ( Read more... )

Go here to see my top twenty albums of the year list!
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and i am in bend oregon now, let's hang!

when I come here is it is an escape actuality and a form of introspectiveness from an outer perspective of my normal world. I saw U2 and Kanye West tonight and it was great. I also saw the collision of my two passions; music and charity. Oh to be Bono, and fulfill these two things in such amazing ways. No, I don't want to be in the biggest rock ( Read more... )

When I went back tonight I felt that you were more real than ever. As I reflected on the previous period of my life, this semester that has surpassed, I became ashamed. Although there are many things I find myself proud of, what is most important is not what I have lived for. However, I feel that tonight is my opportunity to once again start ( Read more... )

Tonight reminded me of past times where I felt terrible and was disgusted with myself ( Read more... )

This article was written by the best teacher I have ever had. It was given to me in the best class I have ever had. It almost makes me want to be in college, actually it does, but only with classes like this.

Newsflash: War Is Over ( Read more... )

sleep is for the weak.
if i fell asleep now, 14 hours in 4 nights.
insomnia is whack.
wait, whiggety whack.

I reached out to you tonight. I know I wasn’t alone but I don’t know how close you were. And I was disappointed and unsure of what to make of it. I am unsure really what to make of anything. As I sat in Borders I saw a book on music business and realized I had no desire to read it and remained unsure of whether I had a desire to even be ( Read more... )

I put no stock in religion. By the word religion I have seen the lunacy of fanatics of every denomination be called the will of god. Holiness is in right action, and courage on behalf of those who cannot defend themselves, and goodness. What god desires is in your head and in your heart, and by what you decide to do everyday, will make you a good ( Read more... )

to create and destroy. to fascinate and objectify. to obliterate and ratify. where is the line of presupposed emotion. i'll contemplate where my heart lies and all i find is myself in the middle. when there is no push too hard or pull too strong it is hard to be motivated. i want to love and live and give and create; a four word summation of ( Read more... )