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Ah, Memories
I'm never sure how to begin these things anymore. I often feel as though I have little to say, or little cause to write about here. In fact, I even feel tad guilty here and there about this journal. I've used it mostly to whine and moan, and it is something of a poor record of my life. Even the username is a holdover from earlier days, and a dreamy ( Read more... ) -
"You don't have to apologize to me."
Such a simple habit. So obnoxious. I hate that I do it, but I keep doing it. I apologize, for everything. I'm like a sales clerk. Cue the voice of "I'm sorry we were not able to help you...". That's what it seems like I do to everyone around me. In the moment, I always feel like I have reason to apologize. I can do some of the stupidest crap. Like ( Read more... ) -
Sense of Place
And so many of my friends are off to Washington, DC. The senior trip was one of the best times in my life. For a magical week I could let go of all the resentment and fear that piled up after six years at Tempe Prep, and appreciated for the last, and perhaps also the first time how good some individuals in my class actually were. I was free, ( Read more... ) -
A bit quieter
I've calmed down since yesterday. It seems even a little pointless to be so worried, but that was still one of the most terrifying things I've ever done. I can still make out where I was pricked, and the bruise is still there ( Read more... ) -
Stranger in a Strange Land
Last night (the fourteenth) marked my first journey to Station 4 of Dallas, Texas. In other words, my first time at a gay club.
The original plan had been to go with Elliot, my usual hangout buddy here. He was having a very "queen" moment. I'd mentioned wanting to go to the club on Valentine's and he'd liked the idea for the past couple of days. ( Read more... ) -
That hopefully daily thing you do...
I failed the math test. I think I started an entry like that not too long ago. That will knock down my GPA back into the mortal realm. Oh well. It was good while it lasted... and not all is lost. I just need to study a BIT harder at the stuff. Today was pretty boring. I went to my only class, Wellness, and have had the whole afternoon somewhat free ( Read more... ) -
I'm back!
I've missed you guys. A lot. And while I have a good life here in the state of 10 gallon hats and bleeding orange, I hate feeling so distant from y'all (see how much I'm adapting?), and the internet can help with that. Besides, it's good to keep some kind of journal here or there to keep one honest... and the exploits of the big city could be cool ( Read more... ) -
Waiting
It all seems to follow a predictable pattern, and yet it doesn't. I like to think that I'm nice, and endearing, and more than that ready. It's feels like a suprise to me when things don't go well, and yet it isn't. It shouldn't be. I've been through it again and again, and soon I might just be fucking numb. But I know myself well enough to say that ( Read more... )