Ok, so I've been away for awhile. I admit that, and I imagine this will never be read because of it. but if, on a very dull day, someone should happen to think to check lj, well, there this entry shall be. what's up? crazy days passing slowly. Jordan.... that's over and done with since Aug. 17th. Yes, my teaspoon of hope was in vain. still, things ( Read more... )

hmmmm so..... I started my college career today by forcing myself through the memoir of a very boring, highly irrelevent man only to find I actually liked it. Not enough to actually want to keep reading, but enough to feel the satisfaction of understanding a life completely different from my own. This required 4 pink high lighters, the fourth of ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 46% Stability |||||||||||||| 53% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Altruism |||||||||| 36% Interdependence |||||| 30% Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63% Mystical |||||||||||||| 56% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious |||||| 30% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||||| 90% ( Read more... )

Don't read this, I'm only going to whine, there is no point, I just need to get it out. I went to applebees w zach tonight, and i asked him if he thought jordan loved me... he said no and i told him he was wrong. maybe I'm lying to myself but i don't think i am, i feel it and i feel guilty when i doubt it, i know he really loves me, i just know it ( Read more... )

the weather today seems somewhat reminiscent of last year, only a bit colder. it seems sad to see my power day come and go without celebration but that is how things must be. I am sitting at my computer. I am watching my cell phone breath. I am waiting for Jordan to call. I am quite pathetic. I am ok with that. And yes, I am missing le fay, but ( Read more... )

and i miss my tiffy, lisa is not very funny, neither is john daily. i talked to jordan about tea on the phone tea and late fees... for 45 minutes, but he didn't really even call me, rachel called him and yelled at him for not calling me and then handed me the phone and went to look for a book (for 45 minutes?), i just wish i could see him again so ( Read more... )

I called my mom first period and got her to call in an early dismissal so i could go to the parade downtown w rachel and anniuk. 1:20 rolls around and I'm out the door, then driving downtown, then in a parking garage, then standing on a street with a thousand other people in green who are skipping out on their responsiblities too. and today it ( Read more... )

haha, last night was fun, i went out w tiff kristen and leon in search of daniel at his new job at barnes and nobles, where he was not. so we drove straight on chagrin blvd., which, believe it or not, will take you to downtown cleveland. so there we were, driving through the ghetto blasting rick springfield's 'jesse's girl' and we see the lights of ( Read more... )

went back to the mall tonight like a mallrat w rachel. On the way we got pulled over and she told the cop that her parents had just told her they were getting divorced, he called her mom and it was true and all so she just got a warning. then we got to the mall and talked to a bunch of random kids but hung out w this kid named brian most of the ( Read more... )

Bored, stupid snow has not prevented anything in my nonexsistant social life. MMMmmmm I miss last weekend. I would not have done a thing differently. wait, that's not completely true, I would have kissed brandon if I knew how to. this is a sad confession from a seventeen year old who's never been kissed. very sad. what's sadder? I'll probably never ( Read more... )