Grrr, tonight has been frusterating. I came home after school and took a shower i was suppose to go out w brandon but then he had to work over or something and it was like 4:30 so I didn't get to go see tiff before she went to work and ended up sitting home all alone watching 'fear of the dark' eating goldfish. whatever, i wonder if we're all still ( Read more... )

Haha.... such an odd night, kinda fun but odd. I go to the mall w rachel around 5-6ish, i get back at like 1 (uh oh, broken curfew and no one awake to witness it!). We were like wandering aimless and annoyed until we're in spencers and we meet these guys and they decide to go outside for a smoke and we casually follow cuz i wanted a cigarette, for ( Read more... )

Haha, it's been a weird couple of days but it's been nice to get out more. Especially to Rachel's party last night, I realized then that i can handle meeting new people, in fact it's fun, go figure. And every so often you meet someone who gets your off the deep end sense of humor and will just laugh with you about nothing for hours and it's really ( Read more... )

erm... I'm not sure I have anything to write but I was bored and wanted to kill a little time. Uhhh I started writing again and then got uber depressed w it and stopped. So yeah whatever. Been watching the tween movies (A cinderella story, new york minute, princess diaries 2, how to deal, chasing liberty, the lizzie maguire movie, raise your voice ( Read more... )

Mmmm... one nice day, yesterday, was such a picker upper. Have not been doing too much make up work, screw it. There are a bunch of CDs I really want, but now that I'm poor I'm saving my pennies for the new Tori Amos CD that comes out next week. What else? not much, snipped my hair a bit today, had italian soda at borders, helped tiff pick out girl ( Read more... )

I drove forever today and got nowhere and it was lovely and no one should ever question that. wait, maybe i did get somewhere, but i'll never figure out where. just the same, it was what i needed after being cooped up all week in this beige house. I see the future and it approaches so fast, like a tsunami, will there be casualities? am i still the ( Read more... )

A very boring week indeed. I am so mad that i am going to be so far behind in my school work again. next week will be so stressful. I was my doctor yesterday, i guess i have walking pneumonia again, just like in 7th grade, except this one is worse cuz it started as a flu and the fever is higher. bother. at least the medicine seems to be working. i ( Read more... )

yuck, woke up this morning with a cold, too much flem, way too much. some how this has translated into exhaustion, despite my newly improved sleeping habits, bother. last night was my last night at the bowling alley... hmmm, it's good to have that chapter closed. note to self: never take a job at a place that is open till 3 am. the grudge was ( Read more... )

I think seasonal depression might have some truth behind it. it's so much easier to be happy when it's sunny out, even if it is cold. also, it is easier to have energy in the morning when it is not still dark out, especially when you go out at sun rise. juice is good in the morning too. and having had some real sleep. it is not that i do not like ( Read more... )

ok, i am thinking the tea party will be on may 1st again because that's a sunday according to my calculations and it's also a power day (eh, sorta like a wiccan holiday). It will probably be at 2 pm to maybe 5 at the latest. obviously we must all hope for good weather. I got the invitations today so if everyone interested in attending would comment ( Read more... )