The World Cup is in a month. This is our first World Cup apart. Silly thought, isn't it? But I know how much you love the World Cup. How much you love the England football team ( Read more... )

I guess I should update huh? Like a proper update and not vague things going on in my head. For once, my head is pretty calm. I think ( Read more... )

If you found out something about someone that you liked, was something that compromised your morals, but they're seemingly alright with it... do you continue with your relationship, friendship or otherwise, or do you end it in order to keep your morals in tact ( Read more... )

I've gone through countless playlists. Thousands of emails. Stories. Pictures. I've given away precious memories. I've packed them away in a box and shoved them as far away as I could. I've gifted things I couldn't hold onto anymore. I tried so hard ( Read more... )

A little bit more about me... Like you care ( Read more... )

I kept telling myself 'well maybe next time.'

Except there is no next time.

I'm just not good enough, that's all.

Sometimes I just need to sit back and re-evaluate things. Sometimes, I get myself so worked up that I forget about the good stuff I have going on in my life. And it sucks, that I can get down on a couple of missteps, or frustration, or the ever-dreaded loneliness (that one gets me a lot ( Read more... )

So what do you do when you really like someone?

When you really like someone for the first time after ..well, you know what after?

You don't tell them, stupid!

I'm not sure if I'm more upset over the rejection, or upset over how stupid I was to let myself like him and believe I had a chance with him in the first place.

Life isn't bad.

I have a job; I work at a shelter with 700 cats. Cool cats. I have a job when I get back to school too -- back to the fabric store.

There's sorta a boy thing, I guess. Well, I'm crushing and lovin' it. He'll come around eventually ( Read more... )

The best feeling in the world is when someone inadvertently says something that makes you feel so completely wanted...

And they don't even know that you were feeling so terribly alone and unwanted and used in the first place.

So thank you.