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Please excuse the mess
It's a jumbled mess. Everything. I can't even specify anymore. I can't even think anymore; well organise my thoughts to think properly anymore, to keep myself going. I tried keeping a paper journal but realised my writing couldn't keep up with my mind. Neither can my fingers, but they're faster still, even though now my mind is lagging. Still ( Read more... ) -
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I miss that one person that made my world go 'round.
I've never been so lonely.
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I'll never...
I'll never see his smile ( Read more... ) -
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Every year my dad forgets my birthday. Though, when he remembers my birthday, he gets the dates completely wrong. For 20 years.
Well... you win some, you lose some. -
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I'm afraid to post.. to completely let myself go here... because then it'll be more concrete.. then I'll have no reason to hope for it all to be wrong anymore... Because then I'll have truly lost you ( Read more... ) -
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I've seen this little survey thing all over the book community I'm on, and I decided to cave into it. Not like anyone ever reads my journal. =P ( Read more... ) -
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So you get pissed at me because I misread something. And then you say you're not a bully? You bully me into making me feel like a complete and utter idiot because I misinterpreted something. I point out something that had upset me and suddenly it's my fault ( Read more... ) -
What happened to sisterhood?
Okay, so we're supposed to look "nice and presentable" every meeting day that happens once a week. I sacrifice my skin to wear some nice pinstripe pants (my thighs began to crack and bleed by the way) and then I see Heather, Queen bee of all, who is wearing a grungy sweatshirt and a pair of faded jeans, and I silently flip shit. I just spent the ( Read more... ) -
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Can there be love without respect?
Can there be love without trust?
Can there be love when you "don't care"?
Is there even love?