To my friends in Seattle, I'm sorry.  I won't be returning any time soon - if I ever do.

She's leaving me.  For good.  I only wish she would have given me this one last chance.

I wish I could stop shaking.

HEY PEOPLE IN SEATTLE!!!!  I NEED TO FIND A JOB UP THERE SOMETIME IN THE NEAR FUTURE!!!

I need the job before I move up there, if possible!

I'll do damn near anything!!!
  Anything in the Auburn, Tacoma, Tukwila, Seattle area would be AWESOME!!!

Right now I'm still trying to find a job in AZ to fund my move (and hopefully have enough to ( Read more... )

       I'm wearing myself ragged & thin more and more each day.  I'm trying to find a job here in Gilbert/Mesa/Chandler so I have money to make the move to WA to be with Rae.  At the same time, I'm trying to find a job in WA - which is part of our agreement for me moving up.  All over, I figure I need about $3,000 before I move.  A small chunk of ( Read more... )

   HEY KIDS!!!!   Talked to Rae.  So,  as soon as I find a job, I am moving to the Auburn area.  Thanks to the buslines, I can get a job in Auburn, Seattle, P-town, or Tacoma.  So, all my little kiddies in the Seatlle area, let me know if you hear of anyone hiring and let me know asap!   I am looking to come up (with job in hand) mid-late feb.  ( Read more... )

Describe ME in one word.... Just one single word.

Then post this to your LJ see how many strange and interesting things they say about you. See what people say about you when limited to One word!

Yeah..  Just had a small breakdown.  Was on the phone with one of the only people still close to me.  I didn't even realize what I was saying.  Just started talking about having the bed all to myself, but I still sleep on just one side.  When a leg or arm wanders over to the other side I wake up.  Then I remember that I'm alone.  I try to hide it ( Read more... )

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Your Candy Heart Says "Get Real"


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     so, it's funny.  you think that some people are your friends.  That they get you, at least a little bit.  Then, when you don't suspect it - BAM!  They hit you below the belt.  Hard.  Then, to make matters worse, I was told that I was going to be ignored until I was "done being pissy."  Me being pissy is one thing.  Me being all out pissed off ( Read more... )

I keep waiting for that clear thought, that breath of fresh air. Drowning in this ocean is unbearable only to the point before I break. Then, I get just enough air to keep me thrashing my limbs & willing my way back to the surface. I have to wonder, is there any reason to fight against the current, fight against the riptide? "Do not go to war if ( Read more... )