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I am terrified of my own fragility.
I feel dried up and crackly, like autumn leaves, like an autumn leaf that you can see right through, all its little leaf veins showing.
And I can feel my energy draining away, without anything to replenish it.
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I'm starting to feel like life really will take care of me ( Read more... ) -
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sometimes
I feel like
I am caving in
on myself
like all the places
where my organs should be
(lungs, heart)
reside little black holes
instead
pulling at my edges
unraveling me
swallowing me
sometimes
I feel like
I'm being devoured
by darkness
and it's so
very
hungry -
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I've been meaning to update this thing ( Read more... ) -
Photographic frenzy!
Today I got my long-awaited camera! For the camera savvy, it's a Canon PowerShot 7.1-Megapixel Digital Camera. For the non-camera savvy, it is much better than my old one and I like it a lot ( Read more... ) -
aaack.
it looks like the internet troubles are back. if this post is still here tomorrow, send in a rescue squad! and call. -
SOS
no internet. dying slow painful death. cannot IM or email or anything, anything at all ( Read more... ) -
sometimes...
... more than anything else, no matter what's going on, I just want to be held. -
books of all kinds!
I'm not used to keeping an LJ, so it only now occurred to me that I could babble about my life in this thing.
( babbling! )