So I moved a good bit of my stuff out of mom's house last night. I just got tired of dealing with her bullshit. She called while I was at work and wanted to know why I took some of her pills out of the bathroom. I didn't actually talk to her. I never answer when she calls because it's always for some bullshit reason. On the off chance I do answer, ( Read more... )

First off, Ashley's kitten Kurodo died the other day. I liked him. When I was over there Sunday night he just climbed up on my shoulder and went to sleep. He was kewl like that. He wasn't meowing or anything. Even though he had one of the most annoying meows I've ever heard I'll still miss him ( Read more... )

Went to see Ashley again this weekend. I had a lot of fun. Friday night we just goofed off and watched some Robot Chicken since I didn't get up there till midnight ( Read more... )

I hate Cullman more and more everyday. I could list all the reasons but I doubt anyone has the time to read that epic. Dad wants me to move up there as soon as I can too. I might go ahead and put in some applications up there this weekend. Moving up there would mean being closer to Ashley as well. Oh, she is such a wonderful girl! The best part is ( Read more... )

Such a grand weekend I had! I didn't get much sleep though. I kept waking up due to the evil nature that is the futon bed. I found it harder to get back to sleep than normal too. It was prolly due to the beautiful and wonderfully delightful girl in my arms... who would want to sleep? Certainly not Steven Tyler lol. (you know thats a damn clever ( Read more... )

"Who travels for love finds a thousand miles not longer than one." -Japanese Proverb

I'm almost finished watching Lost. I love that show. It's weird though, whenever I start to admire (sometimes identify with) a character they go and do something really shitty. Charlie is a good example. Prolly the only ones that have yet to outright disappoint me ( Read more... )

so... to recap my weekend ( Read more... )

i remember hearing someone once tell me that u need to take 2 steps forward and if u have to take one step back. in the end ur still ahead. ive never been able to do that though. for me it seems to be the reverse. i take a step back and sometimes ill take 2 steps forward. more often than not, its one step and im back to where i was.

y do i feel the ( Read more... )

its hard to explain how i feel at this moment. i guess the easiest way to explain it would be that im angry. there is so much more to it. its not just a simple rage. its a deep hurt. i feel like im losing the one thing ive wanted more than life itself. nothing compares to it. next to it diamonds are nothing more than worthless stones, gold is just ( Read more... )

cancer... i know its a long shot but ever since tyler said the word ive been worried. i dont know what id do or how id react if i did end up havin it. maybe its nothin. maybe its just an infection... but im not a lucky person. if it wasnt for bad luck i wouldnt have luck at all. so im left wonderin, what would i do? who would i tell first? would i ( Read more... )