i wish my cd player worked. i also wish i could jump bigger jumps. i might go to the show this weekend. who knows. i wanna see jaret.. maybe next week. i miss him. i wanna get wasted. i hate talking and drinking mt dew.. i really do. i hope i can chill with kat and davey soon. i still have to see erica again cuz shes madddd cool. i dunno... im ( Read more... )

its 4am and im still awake. jaret called me like 98347 times tonight cuz hes wasted and his ex was bothering him all night. he told me how he called her a slut to this guy who knew her and he said hed tell her and jaret said he didnt care. i was like damnnnn but then he said he called her much worse. like when she had a miscarriage cuz her bf threw ( Read more... )

anyway so i went to camp and it sucked. it was cold and rainy and i got wet and it made me colder. im starting to understand how jill is frustrated with romeo cuz im the same with martha. we used to be winning at 2'9" and now im lucky if we dont fuck up at 2'3.. it sucks and i wish my horse was bigger so we could do better things. i also wish she ( Read more... )

i need new friends i think. ones who arent dramatic and who smoke pot. cuz pot makes ppl calmer. i cant deal with ppl flipping out all the time lol. grr talk about hs drama. im sure someones even gonna flip out about this cuz im basically calling my friends babies, if u can call them friends. i like jarets friends. theyre always so calm and they ( Read more... )

i am not as strong as i seem... this is killing me. ive noticed how scatter-brained ive been lately and for those of u who have to deal with me being dumb and confused and forgetting things and talking non stop about nothing... i appologize. i should be back to myself soon... i hope... i am not emotionless. i just act tough so it seems like nothing ( Read more... )

erggg... that is all i have to say tonight... because thats just been the kind of week ive had... even tho its only monday... god damn

If you grew up in the 90's you've gotta read this ( Read more... )

so im done with school and i havent updated in a while. i got 2 As maybe a B and C.. the only thing for sure are my 2 As which im happy about :) cuz its english and math. im getting fat and i have uncontrollable desires to just eat everything all the time... so everytime i get hungry today im gonna drink water and go workout. we'll see how that ( Read more... )

hey livejournalers!! its been a while i know. dont worry, im still alive. ive been doing a lot of nothing.. so theres nothing to really update u on... if ur my friend, u know whats been going on with me. oh wait, no u wouldnt know because my friends were home for spring break this week and i saw them like once... its like i dont matter anymore. i ( Read more... )

everytime i feel like im finally getting this, something goes wrong. and its usually the day before something that ive been waiting for and either plans change or i start feeling sad. so this thing ive been waiting for doesnt seem as great. dont get me wrong, ive been waiting for this one thing for a while and i couldnt wait for it but tonight, i ( Read more... )