i can't sleep! it's been two nights and nothing!

tonight i was actually turning myself in to sleep when the boy said he wanted to see me.

i am hopelessly smitten and overflowing in lust.

i don't know if i can wait until monday for him to get his car back.

considering i will be in the valley tomorrow, i may just have to plan a visit.

i went out with steven again last night. i feel bad because he really likes me and i'm still on the fence about him. he's a really sweet guy, but i just don't think i'm that into him. we'll see how this progresses ( Read more... )

i spoke to one of my old carecen kids. i haven't worked there in a year and the kids still miss me. it's rather flattering. it makes my less than desirable paycheck worth my while because at least i know i'm making an impact on someone's life. yes, i wanted to kill them all when i worked there, but i never lost hope that i at least inspired one of ( Read more... )

my favorite shirt died today. i have many fond memories with that shirt. how it ended up in tarnished bits is beyond me. i looked as though i was mauled by a wildcat today. my love for the shirt was so blind i didn't even notice how one whole side of it was hanging by a thread ( Read more... )

so there's this new novela that started on one of the spanish channels that exceeds all expectations. it's always been obvious that spanish television is crap. even the news spend the entire hour talking about how some man with a tumor growing out of his head was hit by a car and had his leg amputated. on top of explaining all this, they must show ( Read more... )

i heard the most disturbing thing today while trying desperately to find something to watch now that there's nothing on television. i haven't watched television in so long that it sucks to sit down before it once everything has ended its course for the season. the balcony was open and the cold breeze was keeping me snug under my blanket. i was ( Read more... )

my teacher for this child development course i'm taking told me today that i write beautifully. it absolutely made my day to hear someone appreciate my work. now that i think about it, this entire weekend has been full of flattery, some unwanted, but nonetheless flattering. it makes me wonder what i've been doing differently ( Read more... )

is it wrong to be incredibly entertained by youtube redirecting their videos to that never gonna give you up song? the one with the redhead who has a voice that should belong to someone who looks like barry white ( Read more... )

it's official, i am now an adult. i tried to fight it for two years and somehow this sense of responsibility snuck up behind me and i actually got a real job. it didn't take much effort either, which is probably why i finally decided to go for it. i am fresh out of excuses for not doing otherwise. i start in group two on monday. i think i'll be in ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. i have too much on my mind ( Read more... )