all of my friends have stopped calling me. when i do talk to them they all seem to be angry with me. i don't recall doing anything wrong but the least they could do is tell me if i did do something and then i could fix it ( Read more... )

it's nice to know that you can fall in love again after being hurt by someone so much. my last boyfriend after our breakup should have just thrown my heart into a blender because it would have been easier to get over. things are mostly good in my life. i miss mandy alot. my birthday is very soon. paul's around again which is awesome. amy ( Read more... )

i love tom and it's such a weird feeling. i miss him the second i'm not with him and no matter what i do i think of him. he feels the same way. wow. it's kind of overwelming because i've never been with anyone that cared about me before. we talked tonight about moving in together. i think it's a grand idea. we don't argue we just talk about ( Read more... )

party yesterday for brians birthday - it was fun, although of course not as many people showed up as i wanted to. isaac and mel of course didnt, and paul delaney and nick didnt either, or bubba, or toni, or ginou, or mario, or lewie. and jon and oliver couldnt come because they went to see sonic youth; not that i can blame them, thats some sweet ( Read more... )

i am my own worst enemy. how cliche is that shit???? well it's the truth, nonetheless. things are really amazing so i can't really explain why i'm so fucked up in my head still. my friends are incredible but i feel like they're not really my friends. like i don't know why they hang out with me, i'm so generic. it's like they pity me or ( Read more... )

things are absolutely amazing lately. we've been hanging out with brian (booger/bunny) alot and he's the goofiest person ever. on friday night i drove up to rhode island to pick up paul, caitlyn and raab for mandy's birthday bash saturday night. we had 3 cases of beer (there is still a case and a half left over) and lots of rum and lots of soda ( Read more... )

What lips my lips have kissed, and where, and why ( Read more... )

i think ian is getting fired, i liked him i'm sad he is such a good kid. i also slammed my head on the counter at work, i'm a doofus. i think i have brain damage now. i like my new work friends they're all awesome as hell. i hung out with a few of them at friday's tonight. it was nice. i haven't had new friends in a while, but it's very ( Read more... )

1. i can't say anything about you yet... somehow 10 years later it's still too soon ( Read more... )

Ey yo mary leth (1:54:08 PM): i NEVER take girls out to dinner. fuck that shit ( Read more... )