I guess I should feel bad about things i've done... I'm kinda a home wrecker of sorts.

But I don't feel bad.
Not a little bit.

I'm more focused on my life and my needs.

Like needing a cigarette.

Tomorrow's my birthday.

I won't be shocked if my boyfriend thing doesn't come over or even call me tomorrow.

Fuckers.

Happy Birthday Bug...

Wow.

Long time.

Ha ha ha

Life makes me laugh.

Well I haven't updated this stupid thing in a long long long time. Its cause I don't care ( Read more... )

Well I haven't REALLY updated anything in a while. I've been too busy with stupid shit. I don't know why but I love the stupid shit ( Read more... )

So I was picking my car up from the shop...

And one of the hoses blew out.

Fuck.

So its back at the shop.

I miss my car.

I want it to be healthy for good.

I'm sick of fixing it.

I miss David

But there's someone else that I'm already into... Again... Don't know if things will work out this time around.

Who knows though...

David says he still wants to be friends ( Read more... )

So I'm not sure which life I like better... The happy cheery lovey dovey clean life with David, or the party hardy single life...

I'm still not sure. I know it hurts me that David doesn't call at night though to make sure I'm okay... Like he used to.

He seems to have forgotten about me pretty easily.

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