I'm a baaaaaaaaad fucking person.

Mother Fuck ( Read more... )

I'm a shit hole for a girlfriend.

I love David and yet... I keep thinking about other guys. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

I'm such a fucking ASSHOLE!!!!

So I went to KMK last night. The concert itself was pretty bad ass but there were a lot of people... So that wasn't as fun. I went with Stazia for her belated birthday present. I met up with a couple friends of mine and such but Stazia seemed lonely and bored so I mainly stayed with her. THEN after Mower was on, I went to the back of the place ( Read more... )

Yesterday was fucking LONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG! It was the first day I've gone to all my classes all weak. That was easy though. In theater we did this energy releasing excersize where Kim shook my whole body out. That was relaxing. Then we did this meditation thing. That kinda upset me. Its amazing the details hidden in your subconcious ( Read more... )

I feel like shit...

Other peoples shit.  Not self inflicted shit.
Much thanks to those people in my life who make me feel like a useless piece of shit!  Fuckers.  Some people make me feel lower than trash. Like shit on their shoe.  I'm sick of having friends like that.  A few in particular.  Asshole.  Oh well.  He can eat a dick...

Sigh...  I'm ( Read more... )

I MAKE MYSELF FUCKING SICK!!!!!!

So hear I am ( Read more... )

So I had an obsane (Yes I said obsane) spazmatic weekend. I hung out and partied with Rachael, Margi and Dave on Friday. Thats always fun. I love hanging out with those guys. They're the best. I love them so so much! Fuck ya! Rachael got all drunk and emotional. It was obnoxious... Oh well. Dave wants me to burn him some Lotus. Silly ( Read more... )

So here's my deal... I don't have the heart to deal with my mother's shit anymore. I just can't do it. It hurts so much. I try and try and try... And then she'll throw my trust down the toilet bowl. I hate it. I HATE it! Whenever I try to help... Its useless. She's obviously only going to do what she wants to do. Its bullshit ( Read more... )