Happy Birthday Daddy!

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!

So I was thinking today. I realized something. I realized that I love feeling oblivious to the world around me. I love not caring so I always try to do it. My friend took a picture of me when I didn't know and my expression was just blank if not irritated or disgusted. It was odd.

I like my own world I suppose. Not many people can get in

In my dreams, sometimes my daddy is back.

I've said that a lot. And I'll repeat once more that I despise those dreams.

Things can be fairly happy for a minute, but then I can have one bad dream and things kinda go shitty...

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So I was texting Stazia yesterday. I felt really guilty about not being around her so much since my mom was sick. Really, in all that time I've only seen her like twice. I figured, "I guess I feel guilty about ditching my old friends." But fuck that! My old friends are fucking idiots for the most part! I miss Stazia, sometimes I feel guilty ( Read more... )

Well here's a real entry for all the people paying attention to my journally stuff (which is MAYBE Kelli, maybe ( Read more... )

http://www.niaaa.nih.gov/publications/arh27-1/110-120.htm

http://www.nhtsa.dot.gov/people/outreach/SafeSobr/15qp/web/idalc.htmlRead more... )

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Its amazing. I can have such a wonderful, amazing night, and then come home and feel like shit. Tonight is just like, the same old shit... And I'm alone.

I miss my family.

David just tried to cheer me up.

It didn't work.

I can't find my Klonopin...