Bury me before I form my thoughts ( Read more... )

Well...I found out last Saturday that my boss planned on firing me the coming Monday when I came into work. So I made the choice to quit Monday hoping it would look better. I handed him my resignation letter and the key to the back door and explained why I was taking this approach. He has been telling customers and co workers that I am "incompetent ( Read more... )

You were the light in my darkness.

The strength to banish my weakness.

My world.

Nothing lasts forever

Love is no different.

Each time I seem to forget.

Continuing my self-sacrifice,

I hope to be the world to you.

Just as you always have to me.

The last month has truly been a disaster. Bryan and I were arguing non-stop, even on our 1 year anniversary. We just recently cooled down, but I sense a tension between us and I certainly feel like I have been hurt that only time could possibly dull ( Read more... )

Okay....MORMONS are fucking persistent. Kindness is not always the best way to interact with oblivious religious fanatics. Seriously, they can't take a hint and Bryan and I are far too nice ( Read more... )

I miss when we would ride around in your car, fighting over what music to listen to until we finally stopped changing the dial, realizing what an amazing song was flowing through the speakers. We both would stop bickering and just sit silent, listening ( Read more... )

this new and improved guillotine, prepared for a fresh slab of anatomy.

oblivious, the blade leads us...

the birth of a sacrificial frenzy.

I think I need to make it a point to continue writing in my livejournal. I like to get my thoughts down on something physical, or in this case visible. I really is therapeutic ( Read more... )

I am at that stage again where I hate everything.

work.

job.

no money.

myself.

I have work in an hour with a boss who is a total dick. After Saturday's incident with a moody customer, who knows if I'll be coming home early. I hate the place, but I need another job before I get canned.

*crossing my fingers*

There are moments in the day I catch myself reminiscing about the few, but touching moments we had ( Read more... )