Just... sorta feeling very... very lonely. without my constant times of talking to my online friends who made me feel so good, without that... its like a part of my life is taken from me. truely. its that bad. my socialness is like... dying. i dont act the same, at college, im just... at college. i just... go from class to class ( Read more... )

Well i have a quick chance to update, and i figure i need to.

i am alright, i guess. i dont know, sometimes its just like, no matter what, everything in life has to bring me down. some days are okay, some days aren't. Lately ive been having some down days. but thats okay i guess. its natural, for me, i suppose.

so im okay i guess.

and to further ( Read more... )

Seems im still on that train of misery. and it seems things just keep getting worse. like the stress, the freaking... i dont know, its just... really rough lately. like really.

Yesterday we went to Cedar Point (for those of you who don't know its a roller coaster park in ohio, voted best park on the planet 7 years in a row >.>)... and youd think ( Read more... )

seriously guys, dealing with the stress right now, its truely so overwhelming. never ever ever before have i felt the stress this bad. its just so fucking unbearable. like im just so stressed, just... omg i need something... some way to relieve the stress... i dunno...

<333 Matthew

*sigh*

I'm gonna make this quick... or try to. my dad let me on his computer... and i wanted to update.

today was... so bad. i just... had a bad day. Started by not being able to find a parking spot, and ended up being 15 minutes late for Sociology. Then my soc class is 5 minutes apart of my chemistry class... and my counciler upon sign up said the ( Read more... )

I have chances to get on the internet, my brothers, and this is one of them.

Today started college. i had to wake up at 6am, and went to my class, Unigraphics, from 8am to 12 noon. 4 hours... >.>

but today, the ( Read more... )

A while ago, i was absent from the computer for a few days. I had to take my computer out of the family room and into the room im suppose to be in because my internet (wireless) just kinda, stopped working. i moved it back there cause i knew it had a great signal in there. but when i moved it in there, it stopped working.

>.>

but somehow my ( Read more... )

The struggles we face in life are never easy. sometimes, they make you want to quit. The challenges become so hard, that sometimes... there is no way to overcome them.

Like any game or sport, where there is a given result, you either win or lose, the object is to win. The same is true for living. Like a sport, You want to end victorious. But that ( Read more... )

Yesterday, my ( Read more... )

Written below is a poem. i wanted to vent, but it came out differently. Just another sad poem. gotta love em. death and all. Enjoy i guess. Ill make another, more of a tears lemme cry one.

( Help me die. )