I'm taking a bit of an extended break from doing my work right now. I've got my internet to work for more than two minutes so I should take advantage while I can ( Read more... )

I have also learned to not get excited about what people say. Very rarely do those words come true. No expectations = no let down.

Earnest Gaines said it best: "Words mean nothing. Action is the only thing. Doing. That's the only thing."

While putting off my research, I checked out my horoscope. As usual, it said I would be dedicating my time to helping people. Funny, since I actually dedicate my time to helping people. Then I realized once they are happy and have their matters sorted out, I usually do not talk to them until they have a new set of problems. Most of the people I  ( Read more... )

I'm hoping to start a new chapter in my life pretty soon.

5 hours of sleep in the past 60 hours and counting is weird.

Ham just got back from driving the escort bus and I just told him basically everything I just wrote and I just realized I didn't stutter or say ummm and since you can always count on my saying ummmm when talking out loud this is a huge improvement in my talking skills.

Last time I wrote in here I was studying for my first methods test. Now, I am studying for my second methods test. I took my medicine and have had a few cups of coffee and I'm wired and just spent an hour writing a song which felt like 15 minutes. I could probably run a mile in world record time. Hopefully I get back to studying soon since it's on ( Read more... )

I have a huge mid-term in 11 hours and 57 minutes. I am far from even being ready for it. I am far from happy with my school performance this year. I'm not going to bed tonight. I took one of my adderall pills that I stopped taking because it made me want to run all the time, but now I feel good. I didn't abuse my meds. When I took them in the ( Read more... )

Before the semester started, if you asked me what I planned on doing with my life, I would of responded with something along the lines of "go to grad school for mental health counseling and have my own practice ( Read more... )

Usually when I get excited and worked up about something, it usually goes the exact opposite as I had planned for. No reason for that to not be the same for this semester. This semester was supposed to go great in almost every aspect ( Read more... )