The old urge to write burrowing up, lying in bed with insomnia, resisting as best I could, but that nagging feeling when conscious thought just won't quit. It's been almost 5 years since that last entry. A perfectly well summarized sign off from the world of public journaling. So, why now, when I've kept a private journal for years and that's ( Read more... )

Semi-laid up in bed with one of the many illnesses contracted from working with children, I allowed myself to become sucked into the abyss of the internet, eventually leading me to the question of what comes up when you search for yourself online. Pretty much nothing is the answer for me, excepting a blog I had to write for a literacy class two ( Read more... )

And life continues at a breezy pace. I've been going to City College full time, living off a student loan and a very part time job. I'm working at this luxury men's retailer where everyone thinks I'm straight and I wear a suit all day measuring rich dudes' necks. It's bizarre and while at first I liked its being the complete antithesis to ( Read more... )

I'm writing from my new apartment only four blocks from my old apartment. Lex and I broke up (got back together and then broke up again). I left Good Vibes and went on a trip to the Northwest with Tyler involving some lazing about, some minor bicycle touring and two weeks volunteering at a shitty farm. Now I'm back looking for work, trying to re ( Read more... )

Just came back from a perfect mini-weekend-vacation in the South Bay. Ultimate pool party times with old/new friends, extensive drinking, awesome sex, and a trampoline. It's incredibly hot here right now, San Francisco, you're so tricky. I got my plane tickets for an August East Coast return. Activity Club finally came in first place with trivia ( Read more... )

Oh journaling, it feels so awkward when you're not in the habit. Let's see, my semester is starting to wind down. I'm looking forward to full days off for a little bit until I start my summer semester which will be either Russian or Spanish depending. This semester has been more challenging than the previous ones. Probably because it involves ( Read more... )

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The internet is rarely such a time sucker upper as it was tonight. Whew. It hasn't happened in awhile but I went to that site "the facebook" to check something and got caught up in looking at all the people I knew in highschool. So insane to see people I knew at some point getting married, joining the army, graduating college etc. I guess I ( Read more... )

Today I feel officially post-holiday. I did five loads of laundry ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my two year anniversary with Lex. I think it's been our best "special day" yet. We didn't do anything over the top and no presents because it's between Lex's birthday and Christmas. I bought white roses which I've never done before because of a left over elementary school rumor that white roses mean death. I decided fuck it ( Read more... )