1) It's situations like this, ones of sudden and necessary change, where all my weird brain features seem to act up. Most prominently, my 'too many calendars' problem. I try to keep all my appointments and information in my online calendar, and attempt not to make plans until I've consulted with it. Why? Because, honestly, my brain seems to happily ( Read more... )

I have a new job ( Read more... )

My festival husband, Theo, who was a rock of mutual support and mutual ranting and sanity through my job and crazy summer, has his last day at work tomorrow.

I'm fighting not crying about this, also fighting not zoning it away.

So, I'm back on meds ( Read more... )

Why do you NEED something to be unhappy about ( Read more... )

I rarely have nightmares. I do have anxiety dreams, dreams about my boundaries being pushed or not being able to communicate, or not connecting to someone - but only rarely do I have nightmares ( Read more... )

...or, what the mental landscape is ( Read more... )

Like, I still need to get the keys to his friend and he's moving in Wednesday, but rent and damage deposit has paid. I'm relieved, of course - I don't need to move, I found someone who is mature and thinks things through and seems to be into compromise. I'm also a bit anxious - I don't remember the last time I lived with a stranger or near-stranger ( Read more... )

So, I'm 90% sure I have a new roommate. The 10% of doubt is because he has yet to give me the first month's rent and damage deposit. Also, my landlords are being a bit...erratic in their communication since the bedbug thing ( Read more... )

-got laid off ( Read more... )