I hate being so far away from the woman I love. There are nights that I just sit here and I cannot get her face out of my head I cannot stop thinking about her and I miss her so much. I talk to her almost every day but it sucks because I cannot be with her right now. I have the memories of our time together and I must say they are great ones. The ( Read more... )

Well dear readers New Years eve and New Years day 2006 are in the record books and the new and improved Bailey is here. There is much big news on the front I am no longer one of those evil people who are single. Yes I know it is hard to belive given some of the recent circumstances but I am off the market and it may be for good this time but we ( Read more... )

The feast was a good on 14 lbs of prime rib, Mashed potatoes, corn, peas, bread, Aus jouse, Spinach Artichoke Dip, and other things. I am in pain because I ate way too much but it was good. Today was a good day I talked to Annya on the phone for 4 hours she has finally gotten her apps into grad schools so things are moving forward there I hope she ( Read more... )

Why is it that I have to help friends of mine who have certifications such as A+, NET+, MCSE and others with their computers does anyone else see a problem with this. Are the certifications so shitty now a days that someone who has none of those certifications knows more about computers than they do. One of them works for an internet company for ( Read more... )

Ahh it is a good day today. I got up and worked through the routine that I have set for myself and I feel great. I am now getting ready to go shopping for Yule it should be a great day. Ahh yes it is a three day weekend for me as well so that is also good. As for my last post yea I probably went a bit too far but hey I am much better now it ( Read more... )

A wise man once said that the true definition of insanity is when you do the exact same thing and expect a different outcome. Why oh why does it always work out this way and I now know the answer it is because I do the same thing. I am wasting away here expecting good things to happen but not putting forth the true effort to make things go the way ( Read more... )

I am working yea. Oh yea I am working yes I am. Oh i am working it is fun oh year I am working you can work toooooooooooo.

Ok so I am at work and its one of those night anyway I just wanted to say hello to all.

Tonight or well this morning to any sane person I watched the film Aliens of the Deep. This film was made by James Cameron of movie making fame. He is the man who has made great movies such as The Abyss, Terminator and Aliens and the horrific waist of recourses Titanic which did have the saving grace of a small amount of nice underwater photography ( Read more... )

I am working right now well kind of working I am at work but there is nothing to do right now. I am just listening to some music and waiting until I can go home. Looks like we will have to do work once or twice more before I go home. I don't know why but I am tired this morning if course when I go home I will not be tired it sucks that I can never ( Read more... )

I just typed out a great post it was one of the best ever. It revealed many mysteries and had me ranting about my stats and how I must improve but how that’s gonna be easy and talking about asking people out and just all that stuff and my computer decided it did not like it so its gone that sucks oh well there is always later I am going to try this ( Read more... )