It's not a good thing to suddenly realize that you've been frequently forgetting to eat and have lost nine pounds over the past few weeks, is it? Bleh... No doubt this is contributing to my lack of energy recently as well.

I really need to start taking better care of myself. Stress and exhausting work weeks are no excuse for this.

51 hour work weeks suck. Especially when they're combined with work-related stress, suddenly increased heat index inducing lightheadedness, and empathy running wild all over the place. This week was not fun. Thank goodness it is over. I really wish things would come to some sort of semi-constant pace. I dunno how much more I can take of this "one ( Read more... )

It has been quite a while since I've been this anxious ( Read more... )

I was consistently bursting into tears all day yesterday. I don't know why ( Read more... )

For the first time, I really appreciate the idea of someone holding your hair back for you ( Read more... )

Each of the past two mornings, I have awakened in a bed that was not my own. As time keeps passing, the words echo louder in my head.

What the hell am I doing?

It's been a week, so I'm checking back in here as I said I would. So, in case there are any people who are still reading this, I'll start with what exactly has happened with me.

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After the last few busy, hectic and stressful weeks, I've decided that today, I'm taking the day (at least partially...) off. If I go in to work today, it will be for a short shift. This is probably not something that I should be doing, but I figure losing five to eight hours in one week isn't too bad. Especially after I worked a fair bit of ( Read more... )

Hello, all my old friends and those who actually still keep up with my log. It has been a while, it seems. It's been over a year. It feels like so much longer still. Just thought I'd take this opportunity to chime in here and see if anybody remembers me. :P ( Read more... )

I've been relaxing a lot lately. The end of this year is almost here, and I can't help but feel it passed me by. It was such a busy year for me, and I've lost contact with practically all of my friends ( Read more... )