Nothing much to report.. Going tomorrow for a job interview and hopefully getting a different (not new) car very soon. I need air conditioning!!! It was soooo hot here today it was fucking miserable.. I've taken about 4 COLD showers today. I think we may be going to the beach next week after Lara gets paid again.. I hope so, if not next week then ( Read more... )

I'm in Summerfield with Lara, and we finally got the internet back up so I decided to update this, though I'm fairly certain no one gives a damn.. lol My update umm.. I'm doing good, I'm glad to be out of Martinsville, and I don't really keep up with journals anymore so sorry if anyone did miss me. I'm watching the kittens make messes and play with ( Read more... )

I just keep wanting to write.. I leave her offline messages she'll never get.. I tried to post a memorial to her on the funeral home site and after about 10 tries I realized my stupid computer isn't going to let me.. (?) I just got a really sweet and thoughtful call from Allison.. Thank you so much for always being there for me, Alli. Lara is of ( Read more... )

I just got the obituary.. :( They used the same picture I posted.. I also got a call from Rachel, who, with some other friends, wants to go with me to the funeral tomorrow. Online memorial messages may be sent to

http://www.bullockfuneralhome.com

I don't know what to feel right now... I let this girl go so long ago, but its not hard to close my eyez and go back to the time when we were inseperable.. We both moved on, had our own lives, loves, jobs, responsibilities.. but there was rarely a great stretch of time (especially holidays) when she didn't get in touch with me and remind me that I ( Read more... )

I just got back to Martinsville.. My dad drove down to NC to tell me in person that my ex girlfriend/one of the best friends I've ever had, died last night in her sleep. I don't know the details yet, or when arrangements will be made for her funeral, but I'll be going. We hadn't been "together" since 2000, but she was there for me and vice versa ( Read more... )

Sorry about deleting the journal.. Karen, thanks for dropping a line to Lara about it, I guess I forgot to put it back up. I changed my photobucket setup and realized that all of the direct links to pictures and such were no longer valid, but I was pretty sure it was back up... Speaking of Lara, she's on the other computer in there and I must ( Read more... )

I wanted to pass these links along to fellow Doors fans, since I found them to be very interesting, if not incredibly frustrating as well.. I've always preferred to take stuff like this with an open mind, and a big grain of salt, because I think its fun to wonder "what if" especially when the subject of the myths and rumors is so important to you ( Read more... )

Ok I just reworked my photo album since its now raining outside, and I decided to add more pictures and divide everything up into categories. I screwed up any direct links I made here or elsewhere, so any old entries that had pictures don't now. Ohhhh well... At least I got to put some cute pictures of Lara up... :) WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING AT?!?!?! ( Read more... )

Its strange to be back in the Ville and trying to sleep in my own bed and feeling out of place and strangely homesick to a place I've known for less than a week.. Strange, but lovely nonetheless. :D I've done this before, and the only thing really plagueing my mind is an odd tick, twitch, or something of the sort, that I had first chalked up to ( Read more... )