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it's 4am. i just woke up from a nightmare. the scariest version, waking up to an empty bed.
when i have a (steady)boyfriend, and i wake up to an empty bed, it drives me crazy. i think it's a ridiculous attachment to particular lovers, or i guess a hyperidealistic expectation that gets trampled on or spat into. i don't know! i want it to stop!
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dirty glasses (voyeurs of impermanence)
your glasses are dirty
from being
lazy
dirty prisms
chromatic surface surfers
a window forms
when you tilt your head on a 45 degree angle
and i can see the rest of the room
resting on the refraction
dirty microcosms
swimming on the planes parallel to your eyes
hungry flat planets
grazing on the glass
perpetually dividing
a glorious symbiotic orchestra
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emotional decontamination
so much hatred. so much pretension. so much noise. BUSHWICK, you're so fake fancy i want to kill myself sometimes. your stupid high rent is like spitting acid on our eyes. gentrification is the ruiner of lives ( Read more... ) -
reasons to keep living :)
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zoetropes, phenakistoscopes and stroboscopes.
where have you been all my life?
how can i take william kentridge's idea of anamorphic zoetropes further? zoetropes in the surgery room? in my stomach?
under the sea? in the sky? in my nose?
im not sure where i am going with this.
but the spark is here and i am igniting it. :)
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spam is the new threshold as far as measuring apparatusesare concerned. they're always there when you don't need them. unnecessary horror vacui soldiers. solidifiers. eh?
almost finished a bottle of wine. by myself. indulgence is an effect of stress. i am my own psychologist. i havent even passed out yet and im looking forward to reading this ( Read more... ) -
ninja rap
nothingness in between
as it has always been
fireworks in plasticenes
dinosaur plums plummeted from tractors racing across the atmosphere
mindspace and geospatial maps appear
out of nowhere but really
it's somewhere
in between
like jelly peanut butter and ice cream
musketeers and deers and spears
trickle down in disarray
the constitution withheld my dreams
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solitude.
sigh.
oh to consolidate your thoughts. hoping it is easier to be.
had an epiphany while washing the dishes tonight. about an abstract automaton. a half-kaleidoscope. scale patterns and animal parts. halloween should be crazier than this.
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hey kylosaurus,
i thought about you today. listening to classical now and remembering our small talk in the kitchen about stravinsky. you said you would take me to watch the orchestra in lincoln center with your student discount. well? :)
are you still inlove with jen? i tried to tell her man, but it seems she had no idea all along. i remember the ( Read more... )