I don't even know if anyone reads this anymore, but I needed to post somewhere.  Today has easily been one of the worst days of my life.  We were watching another foster's dog while they were camping.  It 's a pitbull mix that was from a hoarding situation.  This girl is so traumatized that she's terrified of everything and spends most of the time ( Read more... )

It's amazing how little during the day I actually talk out loud.  I talk to my dogs and that's about it.  I found myself calling people today just to hear my own voice, well and actually getting a response back.  One of the many negatives of not having a job.  Serioulsy this not having a job in so long makes me feel very doubtful about myself and ( Read more... )

Currently fostering another dog.  Only for a week though since she has already been adopted.   Hope is a Boston Terrier and she has been through so much.  Her body is full of scabs, they're healed now, but she lots of hair missing.  All of it is from poor living conditions and a bad diet.  She was used as a breeder in a puppy mill and they ( Read more... )

I just watched the episode of the office where it's the bachelorette party for Phyllis so Jim hires a Benjamin Franklin impersonator instead of a stripper as a joke.  Probably my favorite episode of the Office.  I just had to share my joy for this episode and how just thinking about it is making me feel better after a crappy week (nothing bad ( Read more... )

Ugh, I have been in awful moods lately.  It always seems to happen when I go to rehearsal for the benefit which sucks.  Usually by the end I get out of it, but at the beginning I feel like a bitch and little things bother me and I want to yell at people for stupid things.  Like I really wanted to yell out in the middle of rehearsal the other day, ( Read more... )

Yesterday I went over my mom's house to celebrate her birthday.  I had already been feeling in a crappy mood because of lovely PMS, but I was determined to put it behind me since it was my mom's day.  Unfortunately though when I'm in that delicate of an emotional state, any little thing can set me off and oh did it.  My dad came over for dinner on ( Read more... )

This position is what I am aiming for after college.  I am using this as motivation to get through school so I can get here.  Now I need to figure out what steps I need to take to bridge that gap (besides the degree).

Job TitleSoftware Application Trainers LocationWilloughby, OH Job Description

Training Consultant

Main Sequence Technologies Inc. is ( Read more... )

I hate school.  There, I finally said, I hate it.  It's not the program or the university, it's just school in general.  I lost the love of learning a long time ago and I'm struggling to get through it.  I just want to be done with college, I have been in school for so long and I need to get through it so I can get a damn piece of paper so I can ( Read more... )

So right now I have been feeling a little stressed out because Joe and I are trying to finish getting all of our vendors in order for the wedding before they book up.  Right now we are having the hardest time finding a photographer.  So I was searching through a ton of photographer's websites last night and found this which caused me to laugh so ( Read more... )

Thanks for all of your comments.  I'm feeling a lot better.  Not 100%, but a hell of a lot better.

After much crying on Thursday and letting out some stress, I made a few decisions.

First,

I finally know what I want to do when I get out of college.  I want to be a software trainer.  Basically it's teaching, but for computer software.  I've gotten ( Read more... )