I can't stop wishing I had someone...
someone beautiful, someone scarred, someone who cares, someone real.

Thinking back, when the one person you've ever really completely loved leaves and completely destroys you, you want one thing.
You want to die.

I ask you to go there. Then, have we ever felt so alone together?

I'm the best person you'll ever know.

( I don't think I'm alone. (Life is good.) )

don't speak lies don't speak truths don't speak evil in they birfday suits ( Read more... )

Wherever you go, there I'm not. :(

I need a better computer... I think I want a laptop and something that will meet suggested system requirements for many games into the future. I'll spend around $1000 but I'm not looking for the best possible setup... just a good deal for a good computer (and a laptop that I can improve upon in the future if possible). Suggestions?

White rabbit seeks: one purple cat.
Thank you for your time.

How can I get money ( Read more... )

My head is broken. I just can't feel anything anymore. To keep from being sad, I feel nothing or it's that I just don't know how I feel. It's a reaction I formed when I was somewhere back in about 3rd grade (as far as I know), when I first became depressed... maybe it'll pass in the morning. It has before. I hate smiling and playing jester of a ( Read more... )