Today was NOT a good day. I binged after the rest of my family went to a football game. I don't know how much I consumed exactly, but the daily total was somewhere in the range of 1800-2000 calories. That's a ridiculous amount of food, especially considering that by dinner I'd only had around 600 calories. I felt like shit afterwards, so I took ( Read more... )

Today went fairly well, foodwise. I ate 690 calories but spent an hour on the bike, which burned off 790 calories.

My school had a breakfast for National Merit semifinalists, which only served to emphasize my mediocrity. The principal said a little blurb about each person, and everyone else was involved in something meaningful, some position ( Read more... )

Rosa Parks died today, which is sad ( Read more... )

I binged and purged immediately after that last post. The binging, unfortunately, is nothing new, but this was the first time I spent so long purging. I still didn't come close to getting rid of all the excess calories, but I did a "better" job than I have in the past. I'm getting scared because it's my second b&p incident in a week, and it gets ( Read more... )

Today was actually a pretty decent day. I only had three classes, one of which was preempted by a pep rally (which I skipped). I had to cart my little brother around after school, but after that I saw Domino, which was gritty and entertaining but had too many superfluous camera angles to be of any real artistic value. Still, I'd recommend it to ( Read more... )

I was only able to burn 380 calories tonight, but I guess that's better than nothing.

Yuck! My period showed up out of nowhere, and I've had the most terrible cravings today. It should have been a good day--80 calorie breakfast and no lunch--but I ate way too much after dinner. The total count comes to 845. Now I feel nauseous and fat and disgusting.

Today was pleasant. I went to a French National Honor Society meeting and then a National Honor Society meeting and generally felt like a productive member of the student body, which is rarely the case. Now the house is quiet and I've just exercised and I'm sipping a hot barley drink. It feels nice ( Read more... )

I'm starting to get incredibly stressed out about college applications. I have about ten essays to write, and I can't come up with any decent topics. Bah! (humbug ( Read more... )

It's almost 3 a.m., so why am I still up? Someone has got to make me start my English project sooner next time! (Staying off the internet while I'm working probably wouldn't hurt, either.)