I got all of my stuff from Tempe, including my car. It was a very short trip and hard to say goodbye ( Read more... )

I'm settling in I guess. I worked again on Friday and it didn't go too badly, but I don't know how long I will stay there. I don't really care for it too much to be quite honest ( Read more... )

I will post more later, but here is a short run down of day two ( Read more... )

Well, really I arrived yesterday, but I got in late...so today is day one. Last night I tried to go to sleep early because I had to wake up for work today at 6:30 (also known as 5:30 am Tempe time). I woke up a lot throughout the night, I had a lot of frightening dreams, and I woke up to Lilly crying ( Read more... )

And then nothing will ever be the same. I will cry because I know that I will never have you to come home to. And although we say this is a "break," I don't believe I'll ever have you back.
You'll be much happier without me.

Everyone will.

And then I leave.

I won't get into too many specifics, but some life events have led me in a direction which I did not think I would go. Here is what is going on ( Read more... )

I'm lowly and disgusting. I'm not even deserving of God's love. I can feel my insides dying. I'm so alone. I pray and pray that when I leave this place, God will take me. I don't even thing He will have me. I disgust even myself.

How come you let it slip away so easily? How come I am not worth fighting for? How come you don't speak up to save what it took so long to build? How can you treat me so badly and know you are treating me badly and not fix it? Am I not worth the effort ( Read more... )

12 STONES - Lie To Me lyrics ( Read more... )