Wow I haven't updated in 3 months.

But that's ok, because no one reads these anymore. Things have been uh, difficult. Stressful, shitty, just plain bad. Everything is driving me nuts and I think I'm going crazy. I'm really dreading court Tuesday and the fact that I have a test right after, and tomorrow I have to spend money renewing my car plate and take a math test w/o Kevin ( Read more... )

So, I ruined my car. Kev has been sick and weird lately, so his mom suggested that I pick him up for school. Well, on the way there, the roads were very slick. I didn't know why, but some guy in my lane was just stopped, and nothing was in front of him and the light far ahead was green, so when I noticed I braked and I wasn't slowing down enough, ( Read more... )

Well they took him to Havenwyck this morning but all they did was evaluate him, he's not staying there. He got home actually quite early this morning and his mom called me at work saying that he seems normal. Apparetnly, at the last time he was at Havenwyck they found out that he is indeed bipolar, but they never told him or his parents. Is that ( Read more... )

It was weird. I just had a feeling that Kevin had or was going to hurt himself. I just knew he would do something drastic. I didn't pray, but I felt that I could reach him somehow. I just focused my thoughts on him doing something terrible and I thought about him coming out of his altered state and getting help, from anyone, by phone or otherwise. ( Read more... )

my graphics card took a big dump and now I can't play WoW at my house. So instead, I got sick of FF12 because I am at a hard part, and now I am playing Xenosaga 3, and I can't stop. It's the shiz-nit. Yes, I said shiz-nit. I don't think I spelled it right ( Read more... )

I know why: funny quotes. Oh yeah, watch out Mr. Hallemann because Mr. Dubin makes government funny ( Read more... )

So Kev and I get messages today saying our Thursday math class was cancelled. Yeah, 2 days notice. Sure, there's 8 openings in another class, but they give us no time and what if they didn't fit the schedule? I went ahead and signed up for it even though I already missed it yesterday because I would owe financial aid back if I didn't. I'm not sure ( Read more... )

I hate being sick, esp after a week or so ago I said, "Oh, I haven't gotten sick this season yet, that's awesome." Spoke too soon. I hate sneezing all over the place. It's funny at the library because I'm so noisy and I'm getting germs all over the books. Oh well, the other employees are all sick and I probably got it there anyway ( Read more... )

4.0 baby. But it is OCC, so it isn't much to celebrate. It's like getting a 4.0 at Mott. But WSU will like it. So, Xmas in 4 days... yay?