Its been a while since my last entry. I don't feel like explaining to the few people who do read this why I haven't and whats been going on ( Read more... )

I been feeling a lot better since my last entry. Things between Michael and I are great. I have told myself to chill out. I realize that he would never do anything to intentionally hurt me. I just have to calm down and allow things to just happen ( Read more... )

These past two weeks with Michael were amazing. The only way to describe it is: pure poety. The way that we connect cannot be matched by anyone ( Read more... )

I tend to only update my journal when something is wrong, or I feel upset/out of place/pissed off/or the like ( Read more... )

I don't really know whats wrong with me tonight. I just got this overwhelming feeling of sadness. Like I want to rip out my eyeballs and cry but I'm not sure why. I just can't seem to place my finger on why. Maybe its because my finger is busted right now...but anyway ( Read more... )

It has been a very long 24 hours in my life. Last night I decided to surprise Mike with a phone call. Now that he is in Uni it is getting harder and harder to get in touch with him. He doesn't have a phone in his room or apartment. He has to use a pay phone in one of buildings near him, which really sucks. So anyway back to my point. I called him ( Read more... )

I have this habit of keeping in what is bothering me. Not allowing anyone to know about what I am actually thinking, feeling, and concerned about ( Read more... )

I am sorry for all of you livejournal checkers, but I have been keeping a really, hand written journal the past month. I found that I wasn't expressing my true feelings about my life and the events of it just because someone might get pissed off. So I have decided not to write in my lj for a while. If you really want to know whats going on in my ( Read more... )

I got into Northumbria ( Read more... )

Alrighty. I am feeling a lot better then the other night. Kelly and I spoke about what I wrote in my last entry. I understand now that she wasn't angry, or pissed off at me. It was just meant to be a sarcastic comment, nothing more. I have realized over the past couple of days, well over the past week, how much I am really going to miss everybody. ( Read more... )