I haven't slept in three days and I feel fine.

http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=evelynundead

I put a lil stupid weird video I took.

My facebook account got disabled. I am not sure why, but it could've been because I was calling some bitch a nigger and other sluts whore!  perhaps perhaps...

I had fun tonight, smoking rrrreeeefer, driving on the beach, watching hilarious episodes of Seinfeld!  gosh.

p.s. I lied in that previous entry... obviously.

I am gonna be straightedge  for now on. i fucking SWEAR. i feel like death.

ok. my left breast has a huge hard lump in it and it is sore. my left eye is fairly blind and hurts as well. wtf is going on?  last night i drank almost a quart of vodka.

i messaged people last night and commented and didn't even remember WTF was going through my head.

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This is great. haha. I can actually just laugh to myself about people. They really are not getting to me. I laugh at when they fuck up. I laugh at their mind games and their lies! hahaha. I am not stupid, by any means.  I just love my fucking self and hate 99% of you!

I feel a bit content for once.  as of right now...  hope it lasts... I don't let ANYONE control my emotions anymore. I WON'T! I hope I can continue being strong like this...

In the morning I'd awake and couldn't remember
What is love and what is hate?.... the calculations error
What is love and what is hate?
And why does it matter? ....is to love just a waste
How would it matter?

As the dawn began to break....I had to surrender
The universe will have its way - too powerful to master
What is love and what is hate?
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And I see I give you a piece of my mind
But I'm giving you a piece of my mouth
You blushing boy,s how could you be so blind?

And the thousand purple cups of wine
The tearing teeth and the four full tines
The crumpling feast and the dawdling dine

Get me off the floor
Stand there staring for a minute
Like you never saw a girl before
There is the door

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I am such a horrible daughter!  But all shall be well after tonight.