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To me recovery is...

waking up in the morning & not having thoughts surround food/weight.
actually getting a decent sleep, when i was in the midst of my ED i was always exhausted but i could never sleep.
having dreams that aren't just about me gorging on food.
not be preoccupied with the next time i can eat or exercise
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Hi ladies! I'm HOME!

Remuda Ranch quite literally saved my life. I walked in diagnosed with severe anorexia, anxiety, OCD, and severe depression. Going through the treatment was probably the hardest thing i've ever done in my life. i could no longer run from my feelings. i could no longer use my eating disorder to numb out. i went into Remuda pro- ( Read more... )

I'm deleting my account in 24 hours. 
Ty found it this morning and found out about the coke use and purging.
But i'm not deleting it because of that...
the truth is, i need to move on from this. 
I love you all to death but i gotta go. 
I need to work on myself and my relationships,
 and that means being open and honest with the ones closest to me.
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 it's not just people with good or near perfect bodies who are likely to equate it with who they are. 
You can just as easily identify with a "problematic" body and make the body's imperfections, illness or disability into your identity. 
You may then think and speak of yourself as a "sufferer"of this or that chronic illness or disability. 
You ( Read more... )