Hey Journal!
I got my industrial piercing! YES!

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Anyway journal... Today is kinda boring.. Um.. i wanted to kill my soon to be ex boss.. I GOT A NEW JOB..! Yes at least it won't be at the shit hole!
Im so fricking happy!

Oh my next piercing is gonna be the vertical ( Read more... )

Hey Journal,
Just got a call fromt he insurance agency...! UGH.. I now have to pay about 100 dollars a month for insurance! This sucks ass!

Yeah well anyway. Let's see..... Hmmmmm!

I need to get another job.. I know i say that alot.. But I really REALLY .... REALLLYYYY... need to!

Anyway.. I have an appointment for thursday.. for me to get an ( Read more... )

I went for a walk today...
Trying to collect my thoughts..

There were none

It seems life is flying before my eyes
Just like those clouds in the sky
I was sitting at the park.. while it was raining.. just looking.. it was so dark and glommy.. yet beautiful at the same time..

i couldn't catch up with the clouds..
I can't catch up with my thoughts eathier..
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Hey Journal..
Today... sorta sucks ass.. It's like.. I feel like I can't trust anyone..not just one person directly.. just ANYONE.. it's like I feel Like my emotions are only safe withmyself.. or that everyone is lying.. and Idk.. Im freaking out.. ?
It's weird.. I've never really felt this way before.. damnit.. I hate this..
later..
-Amber-

Hey Journal...
This "vacation" fucking sucked ass.
My so called friend.. was telling me what to do.. Controlling my life.. OMFG.. and I didnt get to see hannah.. and my car broke down 70 sum miles away from home!
Yay..
:)

Hey  Journal..
I guess Im gonna go to Grand Island.. Hmm.. Once I get back.. If I have enough money.. I'm gonna get my rook pierced! YAY.. it should be fun! I still need to get 4g plugs so I can streach my 6... Anyway.. I'm doing much better.. At least got more than 4 hours of sleep last night! Today.. was really slow...! I made shitty ass tips ( Read more... )

So im really st ressed out lately.. Been goin to work on 4 hours of sleep! And tomorrow im gettin up at 5 am.. Fuckin a... Anyway.... idk if this trip is gonna be worth it... i might be able to go down there for one day.. and just stay... and thats it.. did i forget to mention.. that if I did I'd probably leave at whnever i woke up.. so go down ( Read more... )

Ugh.. Life sucks.. People suck.. everyone should die..

so should i..

Hey Journal..
I am officailly the happiest person on earth! I get to see my god daughter Hannah.... Omg.. I have my bf.. who i care oh so much about.. then I have hannah again.. as u've seen so many times before I talk about hannah all the time...
and now her mum is getting through all the drug problems.. and I get to see her again! OMG..
IM IN LOVE!

Man, I'm so tired today.. I think I'm going to hit the sac soon! Today sort of sucks ass... Ugh.. then again.. that's life...
Anyway.. I work tomorrow! YAY! :) Not really but we all get the point...My mum and bro are coming home Thursday.. unless it will be friday afternoon?! Anyway..
Eek... I think I should hit the sac soon.. i am.. SOOOO tired!
Man ( Read more... )