Doesn't want to be a waiter. Ever. Again ( Read more... )

 I don't like facebook for what it had done to my "journal keeping" abilities. I used to write prose about the goings-on in my life, and would actually feel better afterwards. Now I write a sentence at a time. I never have the opportunity to really explain what, or how, I feel. I never start this many sentences with "I" and don't feel guilty about ( Read more... )

So I just woke up from a dream in which I was driving 80ish on the highway, and it was a little foggy. I look in my rearview to see an Ambulance, lights off, right on my bumper. I'm just about to move out of the left lane to let him pass when, through the mist, I see what he's headed for - 3 cars crashed, and rescue workers trying to get the people ( Read more... )

Thanks for the offer, but no thanks. Just because you're more than willing to cheat on your girlfriends with me does NOT mean I'm interested in the same.

Alright, so the month of oddities that was June is finally over, and it's been a lifetime since I posted a life-status update. Though I don't think I'm going to do that now, here's some highlights for my time capsule of self ( Read more... )

So I've been "courting" a prospective employeer for 2, possibly 3 months now. We've been emailing back and forth, he's given me so much positive feedback and we've had several tentative times to meet that have fallen through due to his busy schedule. Just last week, he asked me to text him and gave me his cell number so we could communicate more ( Read more... )

My least favorite chore ever is doing the dishes. I usually do it around 5 or so, after a long day of staring at the computer and thinking of new ways to find a job. I just realized that it's become the highlight of my day.

And yesterday, Dennis told me I'm twice the slob he is.

Fuck my life.

This is so hopeless. I'm so lost. I really don't know what to do or where to look anymore - there's nothing out there! And instead of getting emails or phonecalls from employment prospects, or responses to the great cover letters and resumes I put out multiple times a day, I get calls from my credit card company, asking when I can pay my bill. I ( Read more... )

I find answering surveys to be a more fulfilling form of entertainment while waiting for returned calls than sitting and watching the cat ( Read more... )

I took my parents out for my Dad's bday, and it was excellent. We started at Newport Vineyards, did a little tour and tasting ($9/person!) and Dennis met up with us. After that, we went to The Mooring for dinner, and finished the day off with a sunset cruise on a sail boat. Those were expensive, but it was overall worth it ( Read more... )