It's been a while since I've updated. Colin is now about 3 and a half months old. He was 7 lbs 15 ozs. when he was born and 21 inches. He is now probably at least 25 inches and around 15 lbs. All my fears were so unfounded. I love everything about being a mom. The second they handed him to me I knew how to hold him and the way he looks at me as if ( Read more... )

In about six weeks I'm going to be a mom. That is the scariest and most exciting thing to think about. Ever since I was a little girl all I wanted out of life was to find the man God made for me and to start our family. For my whole life I have felt older than my real age, I tended to get along really well with people older than me and a lot of ( Read more... )

Once again I haven't written in here in a really long time. You'd think I would write more now that I'm not working. Well I'll be starting my 18th week of pregnancy on thursday. I have been feeling better and I'm starting to get my energy back. The only thing is now I can't seem to get full when I eat, I'm constantly hungry. If I haven't eatten ( Read more... )

so I'm seven weeks and 4 days into my pregnancy and I'm miserable. I'm nauseated around the clock, I'm not getting sick thankfully but when you don't feel good who wants to eat anything. So I have to force myself to eat so that the baby gets some nourishment and then I'm exhausted all the time. I take about three naps a day when its my day off from ( Read more... )

So Brian and I have been talking about kids a lot more lately. First he wanted to wait three years till I finished school, and then I got this new job and it was dropped to two years, and now he changed it to when we can keep the house clean for two months in a row. The sooner we can have kids the more scared I get. Before I was in such a rush to ( Read more... )

Things have been so complicated lately, not with my marriage thankfully though we are having some minor money problems but I'll be starting a new job in two weeks which will be paying a lot more. Meghan's going through a really rough time right now. Her and Andy broke up a few weeks ago and she's having a hard time dealing with it. I talk to her ( Read more... )

I'm finally married!!! Well its been a week and two days now since the wedding, got back last night from our honeymoon. Our wedding was everything that I hoped it would be and more. It ended up being a little rushed that day because being me I had to forget something at home and of course I forgot my under skirt for my dress. So dad ran back home ( Read more... )

yay 49 more days till my wedding!!! I'm getting so excited, and so stressed all at the sametime. I'm extremely happy to be going home next weekend for the showers. I miss getting to see everyone and getting to hang out with them so having at least one weekend will be nice and then we'll be back the next for memorial weekend, and then soon after ( Read more... )

96 more days before the wedding and now things are starting to go wrong. I knew everything wouldn't go perfectly. We have gone through three people in the wedding party and now we maybe losing a forth. Kristen and I don't talk anymore so I let her know that I thought it best that she just come to the wedding as a guest, kaile can't afford to be in ( Read more... )

I'm so lonely out here. I know I have Brian and I love him and I would follow him anywhere, but its not the same. When he's gone I have no one to call to hang out with, I have no one to grab lunch with on a whim, or even scheduled. I didn't realize it would be this hard for me. Everyday Brian ask me how I'm doing, I know he's waiting for me to have ( Read more... )