would it be fair to call him a dead beat?

he didn't show. anyone surprised? i'm not. he didn't even answer his phone like he said he would. so one less day for him to see her. his loss.

he answered the phone and was civil. said he would try to see kassaundra today and look for my missing stuff and borrow the truck etc. wtf is going on? is he trying to confuse me ( Read more... )

random dreams about wee man and me running from the cops and being helped out by everyone from jackass, and i was wanting to jump wee man's bone. wee man almost fell over a cliff and i saved him and i think that is what triggered it. who knows. restless night again last night, kassaundra didn't sleep hardly either. she is alseep now so we are late ( Read more... )

not talking to him has to be the hardest thing i have ever done. i can't tell you how many times today i picked up the phone wanting to call/text him. i still want to, but i can't ( Read more... )

he has an acct on match.com that he made last night ( Read more... )

fever last night, wicked high. fever this morning not so bad. wtf do i have? Kristine says it is all from stress ( Read more... )

i think he may be back on meth...

i can't even explain what is going on. life is so FUCKED up right now. if i tried to explain what is going on you wouldn't even understand so i don't know how to start. kirk moved everything over to his sister's and the house is trashed. and then he is trying to say that all the furniture is his even though i bought it while i still was working. ( Read more... )

So the only way i have access 2 internet right now is my cell which is amazing. Looky, i can even post. Things haven't been any better with kirk, n fact i think they are worse. I keep getting 2 different stories what kirk tells my friends & what kirk's nephew Jaron tells me is going on. I haven't ever known Jaron 2 lie so idk what is really going ( Read more... )