Look, I know who you are. And I know nothing about you, but I do know that a lot of the people you know care about you and would be devastated if you died.
...K... I just don't like talk about .... suicide.. long story.
You think that someone else can save you? You think that having someone will make everything better? For a short time yes. Until the ecstacy of them being there slows down, and life catches up with you. Yea, I admit that having someone by your side does help somewhat. Yea, it makes the pain less livid, less dominant... But we all need to learn to be able to survive by our lonesome. You are your strongest savior, if you let yourself be. And I realize you probably don't want to hear anything I have to say, after the look of death I got at the mall today, but only you can pull yourself all the way out of the hell you call life. Friends, family and significant others can only help so much. I know from expirence on either end. The self loathing, and watching someone wither away. Which is why I'm wasting my breath here.. because I doubt the friends you have want to lose you. I've lost two friends to actual death. . . And my girlfriend to withering away
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baby, lifes more than this. you know that. things get bad,b ut then they get better, youjust gotta look at it a little more optimistically.
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i would have killed him a long itme ago if you would have let me.
me loves you
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love you hun.
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...K... I just don't like talk about .... suicide.. long story.
Hope you pull through.
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