I think being UTTERLY BROKE will help me stay in and work on the apartment . I gotta get it all sorted out . not doing music is driving me nuts . I really have to drag myself by the scruff of the neck and finish the damn album . only been working on it here and there since spring 2002 *kicks self* 4-5 hard drive deaths and total losses later IT'S ( Read more... )

"it must be a thursday , never could quite get the hang of thursdays" - Arthur Dent

p.s. cats getting used to each other for the first few hours = crappy nights sleep

the god of MIDI giveth and taketh away . I can't use my new keyboard AND the drums through my sampler ( Read more... )

dammit , in my getting old angst I mentioned what day the old was happening . in afterthough I seems to me like it'd appear I was fishing for birthday wishes and stuff . crappy . I hope it didn't come across that way ...meh , I hate feeling like a moocher or attention slut . well the last bit is ok onstage but thats different . aaargh I am the dumb

the pharaoh lies dead

today was great (read; ASS) a friend at work whom I get along with great decided to be a lazy highschool (insert favourite expletive here). wandering around dawdling all day , taking an hour to get 20 min of work done . not impressed . we had even just spoken about how neither of us considers me his boss per se ( Read more... )

I become old on tuesday :(

at least I have my lovely to console me . I hadn't thought about the specifics til this past week.....atleast I'm justified in having a midlife crisis soon

I work a lot at my job , in fact I work my ass off . all weekend I pull long hours trying to pick up the slack from the other 3 lazy-asses . this past weekend I worked 24 and 1/2 hours in 2 days babysitting the staff to make sure stuff got done and juat plain doing everything that didn't get done plus my job (which is already 1 and 1/2 peoples jobs ( Read more... )

so yeah , memory getting worse . saturday morning at work I was making hot chocolate , water was set to boil mug ready and all . 45 min later "oh yeah , I was making hot chocolate wasn't I" . *makes mental not to do that when I'm done trimming celery* 30 min later "whose mug is this? was somebody making hot choclate?" damn , forgot again . I go ( Read more... )

amazing how much easier it is to mentally deal with hard times when you have someone to go through it with . even though life seems to like to kick us in the face , we're still happy when we're together and able to shut out the outside world . I don't recall ever having that . ever. sorry friends if we've been out of communication of late . the ( Read more... )