umm yeah went and hung out with one of my best friends bobbi, whom i haven't seen in like a month. It was nice, had like a real girls night....watched movies and talked...made me feel better ( Read more... )

i feel like my life is a mess... but when has that ever changed. i am doing absolutely nothing... i have no motivation. I feel like i depend on others... to make me feel good about myself...which even i know is really fucking sad. No confidence or self esteem lately...just wanna be happy.

its sad when people you know become people you knew. When you can walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. How you use to be able to talk for hours and now you can barely even look at them. Its sad how times can change ( Read more... )

Fell in love and then ditched all in the matter of a month...sad.

I told him the truth....i was so worried about it this morning i was sick. Literally. Vomit. Now we'll see where this gets me. He said we'd talk later tonight. Wonder if that will happen...

So i lied to somebody....a lot. At first i didn't think it would matter because i didn't think things would come this far, it was a joke at first. Now i actually LIKE like this person, an i know i have to tell them the truth...just how an when?

And now i'm afraid he won't want anything to do with me after...

You Are a Warrior Soul
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The last few days have really been the hardest. My aunt died in the hospital Aug 28. Today was the funeral. I don't think in all i've been through in the last year an a half i've ever cried so much in my life. Thank god for my cousins, without them i don't think i could of even been there. They're only 6 so they don't really understand...they just ( Read more... )

So ya. i know i've gone MIA for awhile Nothing much happening. Basically livign at my Grandparents house these days...Bored off my ass really. Same shit different day. Not dead yet.

Love yas. < 333

I've been at my grandma's for like a week an and a half while my parents do all the moving stuff and i miss my baby snakey Albus(Yes after the great dumbledore....) ugh...poor baby.


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