I feel so alone right now. Abandonned. Lonely. Confused. I'm always in the spotlight and it's as if I can turn nowhere to find a confidant, since I'm in a room with no corners and all cameras. I don't want to perform. I don't want to be center stage. I don't nitpick at everything y'all write or say. Why? Because it is inappropriate. There ( Read more... )

Dear Youth Office ( Read more... )

J'ai decide d'ecrire ce resumen en francais, je ne sais pas. Je vous dirai de mon jour incroyablement le moins YSJCisque de ma vie. Les choses que je deteste: Les dynamiques de pouvoir fucked up; les adultes qui ont de pouvoir fucked up; et bien sur l'Office de Jeuneusse, pour maintenant. Pour dire la verite, je n'aime plus l'OJ ni aucune ( Read more... )

25 days until SWIM and I have no travel arrangements. I'm pissed off at the Youth Office, what's new? I'm similarly pissed off at all White people, are the two groups separable? Too many of my friends are White. I look over my AIM Buddy's List and the only people on are all White. I have a specific PoC group on my list, it contains 5 people none ( Read more... )

( UUA )

Kelly is Charlie's girlfriend. Charlie is Heather's ex-boyfriend. Charlie is bisexual and loves me. Charlie likes boys a lot more than either of them realizes ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot about Dan lately. Maybe because I'm sexually attracted to him. Maybe because I think he is an incredibly gorgeous. Maybe it's because I would give both my testicles, my cockhead and my pierced nipple (Go Go Left Nipple Club (LNC Unite!)!). But I really don't know. I've been having random dreams about him. And not sex ( Read more... )

That's the title to a song by Pansy Division, my favorite queer rock band. I like it because I don't do traditional style relationships so I don't completely understand it. But I do know what it's like to have old non-boyfriends ( Read more... )

This is not an entry to teach y'all anything, besides the fact that y'all fuck up everyday, whatever. I fuck up, too. And don't expect that to be representative of the PoC community, if you have questions then fucking ask us. We will tell you if they're inappropriate. In time you will learn that you need to take those questions to other White ( Read more... )

Bookwrm03 (10:19:45 PM): So why do you let me hit on you ( Read more... )