Well, today has been... A day? I don't know. It is slow... and long, like Melissa said. Not so fun either. More painful and stressful than anything. I had a short time of redemption around 4:15. I have been in random pain with my stomach today. It is sad. Despite my medication. I kind of need more... I only have enough to take 1 more time... And I ( Read more... )

I said I would post more. I am trying to, kind of... Just don't really have anything to post about right this moment. Kind of wish I was alseep ( Read more... )

Well, today is going fairly. Not great, but not bad. It is another nice day outside. The snow is almost totally gone. That is cool. I can't wait until I can heal completely again. After that I can do everything again. Like wrestle and train myself and whatnot. Even though, I'm Chris... Limitations Schmimitations. I break limitations, and expand to ( Read more... )

Well, tonight... I rediscovered to myself, some of how special I really am.
And I have to say, despite the way things can happen in life... I am proud.

I was going to lay down and get more sleep earler. I could probably use it for the healing process. But then I wondered, what it would be like to play guitar when I am on my pain pills and they are slightly effecting me. Well, oddly enough, they made me play slightly better. Haha. But I kind of doubt I'd do any better or anything, I'd probably be ( Read more... )

So.. Did we learn anything from the first time I was hospitalized?

::Sighs::...I am in so much fucking pain...

A pain inside ( Read more... )

Sometimes the only way to thing is through the power of observation... It is sad that many times people can't see that.

Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here ( Read more... )