I realized sex is fucking worthless and pointless.I fuck to fill a void.Ive spent the last few years of my adult life giving myself to someone.Why?Love?What the fuck is love?People like me dont experience love.Im a fucking vanity assassin.I am for myself and only myself.I have truly realized i use,and i like to use people
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I tried to quit smoking.I think overall i just need to cut down..I went a long while without smoking Lately ive been so stressed out..Last night after work i smoked a cigarette.It tasted so good.My shakes are now gone.Im a fucking addict.
So.Last night i got out of work at 10:30.Jumped into my car.Missed call.Check my missed calls and "Evorie" called at 1:30 pm,been at work since noon.Listened to the voice messsage.She was crying saying she really needed to talk to me.My stomach dropped.Now let me explain this to you
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