well, so i have a new person in my life.......yeah, i said it. it's been a long damn while. this one, however, is special enough for me to actually give the time of day. so we will see where it goes. i'm not going to give it my all just yet....i'm just wading in the water at the shore waiting to swim full force against the waves. but i will take ( Read more... )

i cant think anymore. i just.....can't think. why am i always so depressed? why is it that i find one great thing in life....and it just vanishes on me. only to be replaced by another great thing......which does the same thing ( Read more... )

well, i moved into my apartamento yesterday....####### SICK ( Read more... )

i'll be home on sunday!!!!!

p.s.

in the states for good!!!!

-it's cool, i don't expect anybody to reply to this. nobody really ever does.

so ( Read more... )

i am almost out of this country!!!!! i signed up to protect a country i can't even live in!!!!! what the CRAP ( Read more... )

Well, I guess it's time for my last post for awhile because i will be packing up my computer and mailing it to germany shortly.....that as well entails me NOT using this, email, or myspace....sorry. i will still have this for a few more days. i have a few days left of this...more precisely...four ( Read more... )

anywho...just thought i would like to keep everybody updated on the deal. even though i KNOW nobody posts on here anymore....i know at least SOME still read ( Read more... )

what can you do when you feel like a year of your life is taken away? sure, i may have come out of it with 20,000 dollars. but for a whole year? 12 hours a day with NO weekends? and it's only that much because it was tax free. hell, ALOT of people make more than that in a year. and THE ONLY reason i have that much accumulated is because i can't ( Read more... )

you in the dark ( Read more... )