We just buried Uncle Bill today. It was an extremly sad day for all of us. I mean he has done so much for us and it was sad that he had to go. So many emotions are bottled up right now. I am in the lib so i am trying not to shead any tears but yea. Who can i go to? I mean there is no one there. My family but they are experiencing the same thing ( Read more... )

Changes...why r they so hard to deal with? So many emotions for just one person. I think i am handlin them pretty well. By this point i thought i was not going to have any hair left or motivation to do nething. Overall i think i am happy its just the shit that has been happening lately. like all the deaths that has taken place in my family. its ( Read more... )

Well i am in boyer lab and I dont feel like doing nething. I mean i dont even feel like writing this but i need to kill sometime. I just took a long ass test. It had 4 questions but like 50 parts to each one. I am suppose to be doing my lab report but naw...ill pass. Im feeling a lil better. Me n the guy decided what types of relationship we are ( Read more... )

Ok, i have read some of my journal entries from the past and all I have to say is WOW. Life changes so quickly. Iono who reads this neomore, Nueva ppl but I have a lot to say ( Read more... )

When is the right time to commit? Are there some people who expect the light bulb effect to occur when waiting for the right time to commit to that "special someone." Why wait? What difference is it going to make now or a few months from now? When a guys say " I am waiting for the right time" what does that mean ( Read more... )

It is time to let go. Time to let go of the attatchment that I have developed over the months. I do not want to feel lonely while u r gone and thia is the reason why I am doing this. I will be use to not being around you if i start now. I wish i did not have to do this but i feel like it is necessary. IONO sometimes i feel a lil crazy with emotions ( Read more... )

I feel like writing a poem but what can i write about: something freaky? yes ok here it goes. MINORS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO READ ( Read more... )

Ok well this is suppose to b a continuation of my previous entry.I dont know who is reading this nemore but who cares. Yea, so i was talking about how my ex was holding me down and now I am dating someone who is on the right track. Although I am a lil afraid of falling in love or being hurt again, I think i am willing to try to work this out b/c ( Read more... )

Damn... its has been a while since I have written in here. Ok, where to start? Um... well i am finally single again. Wow!!! I am glad it turned out this way b/c we were not for ech other. I was in love but hey people change n i did learn a lot from it. It ended horribly but if it did not end that way mayb it we would have kept lying to ourselves ( Read more... )

Hello Everyone ( Read more... )