im in some deep shit...real deep shit...its the reason no one has seen me in person in over 6 months...im not ready for anyone to know...

no im not preggers...jesus people ive had 2 kids...

havent had a computer in 3 months...we pawned ours for other things. i lost my MYSPACE password and now i cant get in...just letting everyone know im here and alive...not doing to well... text me... 945-0452

it was. i got a swin stingray pink bike...yes you are jealous...and a heart locket like orphan annie's like the one i wanted when i was a little girl..and tons of cash! the kids loved their stuff. jason was so fucking blindsided witht the ipod....i told him i had no money ahahha...it was so fun thanks everyone for my HOUSE WARMING stuff too! yay 

the moon is so full and bright to night ....i love it...christmas really is the season for GIVING. after all that jason has done to me this year...i spent $300 of my bday and xmas money everything i had on him for an ipod...he has NO idea and the thought of his face when he opens that up on xmas is enough to make me cry. im so happy. i also spent ( Read more... )

my birthday :

BAD THINGS:
my windshield wipers flew off in the rain
it took 2 hours for me to get to nolensville road from hendersonville
i didnt see renee or ray ray p or willie
i drank a sip of beer and got sick
jason and i didnt go see a movie
i bough new wipers and couldnt put them on
jason didnt get me anything
had no money

GOOD THINGS:
jasons mom got ( Read more... )

i am hanging out with lauren t on my bday my favorite person in the world. i get to see becca too! even if its just for a few hours.....im so excited about tomorrow i wont be able to sleep tonight. how sad is my life....seriously....get these children away from me..oh and i also want this from forever 21....its pink...i  love it


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im tired of chasing after you. stop running. when you stop you'll realize that i love you unconditionally and my arms are open. im done chasing you. im sitting down now. im exhausted 

i talked to my exboyfriend mike who i have NOT seen or heard from in 4 years yesterday all day. it was so strange. i was so depressed and crying and then he messaged me on AIM. that was the LAST person that i thought i needed to cheer me up but he did. i feel better today but i steel feel llike someone punched me in the gut 24/7. my birthday is ( Read more... )

so i went to kmart down the street...i new i should have driven the extra miles to go to walmart but oh well...i went to get some yarn and crotchet needles...im making scarves this year again...i havent doen it in like 4 years...but anyway...they didnt have any...so i got some fake five dolar brown snow boots and im wearing them right now while i ( Read more... )

my birthday is december 20th that is not THIS thursday but next THURSDAY. what are we going to do? please! we can wait until the next day FRIDAY to go out and party. im gonna be 27. im old. ugh. if anyone wants to buy me a present i would like friends.