I love the beauty of imperfection.

Sometimes it's the ones with the biggest smiles, that are hurting the most.

If only you knew
my pain
my sorrows
my meaningless existence.
If only you knew

Just when I start to believe that everything is beginning to get better, I begin to think of the "darker" side of my life. Why can't I just avoid the things that make me sad or angry ( Read more... )

 Like you do, that's why I envy you, and that's why you're my closest friend.

 Sometimes... As much as I smile on the outside, is actually how much I'm hurting on the inside ( Read more... )

 because hate is too powerful a word. I'm angry, pissed, annoyed at how selfish and childish you are... I need a way to vent this anger. If only you knew my problems, but obviously you wouldn't because I LISTEN to your problems, GiVE YOU comforts when you need it. But what about ME... where does that leave ME? Stopping tricking yourself into ( Read more... )

So this is the feeling heartbreak
And I haven't even been in love
So why does my heart ache
When I've treasured you so much
But if this is how you treat me
It can never be the same...
I can't even hate you now
As much as I loved you then
Just know that this friendship has reached its end.

Other encounters I had, Sunday early in the afternoon my friend sees Beast coming through the staff elevator so I turn around a look... I don't see anyone I recognize in the front (at first at though they were back up dancers or something) so I look away... I turn to look again and I notice AJ (ki kwang) and thats when I realized that it was ( Read more... )

 Overall HB this year was pretty good, the artist list was better than last year... but compared to the list a few years ago... the number of idol groups seem to be shrinking... first I'll talk about the hotel experiences ( Read more... )

As much as I love my roomie, she's really nice and everything but one thing I can't stand it (and this is in general for anyone) when she yells in mandarin while shes on the phone... x_x it seriously does hurt my ears and i apologize if this offends anyone but listening to mandarin/cantonese is very unpleasant to my ears and gives me a headache ( Read more... )