When you think about it, there is no journey of sincerity that a human being can take in life without having their heart broken. And there's no love affair you can follow, without that imaginary organ being rent asunder at one time or another. And there's no marriage, no matter how happy it is, that won't leave you helpless and wanting at times, ( Read more... )

improves my singing much
improves my piano playing much more
improves my overall music um capabilities(?)

and we're both dark and sad people.which is probably why she helps me grow musically by expressing myself
my friends are not internet people ):

for when i am weak, then i am strong in You
and Your love is so much greater than my pain

finally surrendered all i have ever come to treasure in this lifetime
thank You for speaking to me through people in my life

you've never loved me ( Read more... )

Probably burned truck loads of your stuff before. Can't remember to forget you. 

but my life is not mine to take (for once i'm not referring to death)
and this life is not mine anyway

Nobody sees when you're lying in your bed
And I wanna crawl in with you
But I cry instead
I want your warmth but it will only make
Me colder when it's over

my cynicism will be the death of me
i'm so tired of myself sometimes...

i only...

wanted you

ohmy.
if i loved someone because one was like me...would that be a form of projected narcissism???

.........i should just spare my brain all these kinds of thoughts right