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Haven't been updating lately, probably because work eats too much (of my) time and if it doesn't, I try to do the stuff that I missed because of work. Well, it is fun though. :) Yeah, sure, it's a little tiring since you're doing some stuff again and again, and to keep me sane (at least), I find some amusing things to keep me afloat. So the search ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a whole lot better now, talking to PEOPLE (and not just to inanimate objects, it's quite disturbing...) helped a lot. At least, I managed to come up with a better gameplan on life. And so, it's getting a little fun now, well, still I'd say"at least" before "fun". I'm giving myself and life the benefit of the doubt. Heck, do I have a ( Read more... )

I'm feeling a little off today, and maybe that's just it. But my gut feel tells me that it's not the end of it. I'm still hoping that there's nothing more to this, and it's just the weather that's keeping me from being jumpy. Yes, I am usually jumpy, very jumpy ( Read more... )

silence isn't just a product of boredom or awkward moments.
it could also mean you're just too comfortable with the current state, and you just don't want to spoil the moment.

happy days, happy days. :)

*****
and yes, being the better man may be the smartest move, but, it's still a risk.

i guess im getting too old to miss out the simple things that make us really happy.
nice one.

*****
it wouldn't hurt to wish that we'd go back in time, undo some things and return to the present, then pretend you never changed anything.

 francis: brat attack mode

grabe. naiinis ako sa sarili ko.
aarrrrrggghhhh! hindi na nga ako pumasok ng office dahil naglaro ako ng .hack (translation: rpg na ps2 game), at dahil dun,ang taas na ng level ko.
okay. naglaro yung nephew ko tas naoverwrite yung save file ko sa file nya.

haha. para akong bata ngayon. >:0
mommy!!!

(11:20 am)

yep. morning isn't really a great time for any updates. but who cares. i'm bored. (well, i would like to say i'm bored since i need to do this project for my business finance class...)

i feel really weird. not weird in a bad way, but more of happy, but in a really weird way. i don't know how to describe it, but it's like going to a new ( Read more... )

it feels weird being inside an office.
i've been working for a week already and the feeling is just the same...

it seems like life's just outside, and you can sense that it's slowly passing you by.

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close but still no cigar.
Alas.

i just want to write something something here... or maybe not.

i was thinking one sunday night, that i have only a term to go until its over for me.
im not being cheesy or nostaligic. but it kept me thinking... did i really enjoy my 4-year stay in college? was it all worth it?

maybe ill answer this question after i graduate. (no side comments on this ( Read more... )